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Working With Your Energy AfterMeth
From the AfterMeth Podcast - Episode with Craig Bricado
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Craig's story reminds us that recovery isn't just about stopping substance use - it's about learning who we are beyond the substances, beyond the stories w...
Jun 12, 2025
addiction
chemsex
energy management
lgbtq
recovery
People-Pleasing and Meth Use
Him: "You into being a dom? I'm a f----t sissy."
Me: rolling my eyes, "Yeah, I'm into that. You got stuff with you, right?"
During my active meth use, I would pretend to be into whatever the guy wanted in exchange for drugs and companionship.
I was dishonest and transactional. Typical people ...
Jun 09, 2025
addiction
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
people pleasing
queer
recovery
Storytelling Healing AfterMeth
My dating profile used to read something like this:
"Meth addict in recovery, HIV+ and two kids. If you kept reading, just swipe right."
Back then, I used the justification that my life is an open book and I am "recovering out loud."
But that was not the motivation behind divulging this i...
Jun 05, 2025
addiction recovery
chemsex
lgbtq
storytelling
EDMR and Trauma - Informed Recovery
"Your brain needs time to recover. You've made these really strong associations, but our brains are plastic - they can change, they can reform, they can develop, they can make new associations." - Drake Schoeppl
Core Insights from This Episode
This conversation reveals the connection between u...
May 29, 2025
addiction
chemsex
emdr
lgbtq
trauma
You Didn't Fail, You Leveled Up!
If you take one concept from my content, its this:
The key to recovery- and happiness- is reframing how you interpret (respond to) life experience.
The only difference between someone who has a substantial amount of abstinent time and someone who is caught up in the relapse cycle is the abili...
May 26, 2025
addiction recovery
chemsex
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
ADHD and Chemsex Addiction
Let me be vulnerable with you:
I've discovered lately that I sometimes invalidate the experiences of others.
And if you follow my content, you'll know how much I've advised you not to invalide the experience of others.
Because, what we judge becomes our karma (our learning opportunity).
In oth...
May 22, 2025
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addiction recovery
adhd
crystal methamphetamine
The Ultimate Recover Life-Hack
I woke up but kept my eyes closed.
I was lying on top of the blankets because the sheets were soiled, but not from me.
The sound of booming bass and laughter from the parking lot at 6am might seem abnormal in most situations.
Not at the Greenleaf Inn.
My home away from home: the streets.
...
May 19, 2025
addiction recovery
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
mindfulness
From Teacher to Tweaker: Bobby's Story
So happy to introduce you to my new Assistant Coach, Bobby!
On this week's episode, you'll get to hear his story AND hear the two of us offer coaching advice to real listener letters.
Bobby's powerful story of facing arrest, finding peace in surrender, and rebuilding his life offers insights fo...
May 15, 2025
addiction
addiction recovery
crystal methampetamine
lgbtq
How Perfectionism Fuels Meth Use
(This is a long one, but - in my opinion - worth the time AND if you are enjoying my newsletters, please forward to someone who might also enjoy!)
You want to stop using meth?
You want to stop fighting urges?
You want to stop repeating patterns?
Then you must dig deep into the core of your suf...
May 12, 2025
addiction recovery
childhood trauma
lgbtq
perfectionism
Sexual Intimacy Through Dance
"Embodiment to me is deep listening to the signals that my body gives me around what's right and wrong for my life." - Gary
Our bodies are always speaking to us.
Tightness in the chest, upset stomach, swollen throat...
Anything we feel in the physical is a message from our spirit.
But, most ...
May 08, 2025
addiction recovery
chemsex
conscious dance
erotic dance
gbtq
methamphetamine
Become a Disciple of Your Higher Self
Discipline isn't punishment.
It's not shame.
It's not even about willpower.
Real discipline is about loving yourself enough to create conditions where you can truly thrive.
It's about making small promises to yourself and keeping them.
It's about building trust with the one person who will be ...
May 05, 2025
Contingency Management
The first time I heard the term "Harm Reduction" was from a straight male meth dealer.
I was later in my active use when my mom brought me to West Virginia to get my life together.
This guy needed someone who could 'hit a vein,' and I needed free drugs. So, our relationship was transactional and...
May 01, 2025
addiction
contingency management
harm reduction
methamphetamine
recovery
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