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Why Do I Proscrastinate?
I focus most of my time helping men in early recovery who are trying to stop engaging in chemsex.
But, the longer I am in this industry, the more I recognize the need to also help those who have been living meth-free for a considerable amount of time, who are asking, "What now?".
Life after me...
Jul 21, 2025
addiction
chemsex
lgbtq
procrastination
recovery
Everyone Else is Partying, But I Can't
It's mid-July, and your Instagram feed looks like a highlight reel of everything you used to think you were missing.
Shirtless men at circuit parties in Mykonos.
Pride celebrations that stretch from Thursday to Tuesday.
Festival lineups that make my former party-self salivate with envy.
And h...
Jul 14, 2025
addiction
chemsex
crystal methamphetamine
lbgtq
recovery
Why You Do What You Don't Want To Do
It can feel maddening when you are trying to quit using meth.
Each day, each hour, each second feels like you are a different version of yourself.
You don't want to use, you want to use, you hate meth, you will stop nothing until you have it.
You have a stellar day of feeling happy and accom...
Jul 07, 2025
addiction
lgbtq
methamphetamine
recovery
Sexual Reintegration AfterMeth
Sexual recovery after methamphetamine addiction is one of the most complex yet transformative aspects of healing.
As Mell McCracken, a leading expert in chemsex recovery, reminds us: "Sex is never an emergency, especially in sexual recovery."
This journey requires deep self-reflection, patience...
Jul 03, 2025
addiction recovery
chemsex
lgbtq
recovery
Working With Your Energy AfterMeth
From the AfterMeth Podcast - Episode with Craig Bricado
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Take a moment before diving in.
Craig's story reminds us that recovery isn't just about stopping substance use - it's about learning who we are beyond the substances, beyond the stories w...
Jun 12, 2025
addiction
chemsex
energy management
lgbtq
recovery
People-Pleasing and Meth Use
Him: "You into being a dom? I'm a f----t sissy."
Me: rolling my eyes, "Yeah, I'm into that. You got stuff with you, right?"
During my active meth use, I would pretend to be into whatever the guy wanted in exchange for drugs and companionship.
I was dishonest and transactional. Typical people ...
Jun 09, 2025
addiction
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
people pleasing
queer
recovery
Contingency Management
The first time I heard the term "Harm Reduction" was from a straight male meth dealer.
I was later in my active use when my mom brought me to West Virginia to get my life together.
This guy needed someone who could 'hit a vein,' and I needed free drugs. So, our relationship was transactional and...
May 01, 2025
addiction
contingency management
harm reduction
methamphetamine
recovery
Attachment Styles and Chemsex Addiction
There's something so exciting about the texting dance that occurs after you match with someone from a dating app (at least the ones who are able to carry on a conversation).
I guess you could say it's the modern version of "courtin'."
I used to love sharing and learning with new matches. At one ...
Apr 24, 2025
addiction
attachment style
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
recovery
Wake Up and Take Control
Most of this world is asleep.
Wake up. Scroll. Gym. Work. Scroll. Netflix. Sleep.
What a life.
The average person who grew up in suburbia, graduated from college, was employed by a corporation, married, had kids...
I often wonder how they could ever know what it's like to smoke a bowl of meth a...
Apr 21, 2025
crystal methamphetamine
lgbtq
meth
recovery
What does it mean have Integrity?
As a military brat, I grew up in trailer parks along the coast of North Carolina.
Instant neighborhood of other military brats.
A huge fenced-in playground was in the center of one of the parks. I remember playing there until the "street lights came on," the universal Gen X sign that it was ti...
Apr 07, 2025
addiction
crystal methamphetamine
integrity
lgbtq
recovery
How to Create Boundaries in Your Recovery
Today, we're diving deep into something that many of us have struggled with throughout our lives long before crystal entered the picture - boundaries.
Not just what they are but how they become the foundation of a life worth staying present for.
"What you into?"
Dear lord, how many times have...
Mar 03, 2025
boundaries
crystal methamphetamine
gayandsober
lgbtq
recovery
That Time I Stole From Best Buy.
I loved shoplifting.
Toward the end of meth use, stealing was the only high I enjoyed.
The euphoria sweeping my body as the Target cart crossed the threshold was invigorating.
The adrenaline rush from getting out with a pile of goods tided me over until we could score.
And the only way to sco...
Feb 10, 2025
chemsex
crystal methamphetamine
meth recovery
pnp
recovery
tina
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