Meth might be your drug of choice, but it isn't your addiction. You are addicted to drama. You've accepted the role of Damsel in Distress. If you're not triggered, you feel bored. If you're not craving, you feel stagnant. If you're not in danger, you feel uncomfortable. You've lived life in hype...

If you haven't heard yet, I was dumped. I was told that I didn't do it for him sexually. Right there in bed after a failed attempt to do it for him sexually. After the smoke of heartbreak, embarrassment, shame, anger, and confusion cleared, I received the learning. This experience was my first at...

3 am. That's like noon in tweaker time. I stood in the deafening darkness of the cold winter night locating the brick house with red trim. I opened the passenger door and slid into the cold car.  The abruptness of my movement startled the guy in the driver’s seat (let’s call him Dax).  His body j...

Whenever I had a man over to ParTy and Play, I hoped it would be intimate. I longed for love in a community void of it. When I found intimacy, it was from young guys who turned out to be escorts. Knowing exactly what to say and how to say it to an old man who needed companionship. Worked every ti...