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    Understanding Loneliness and Chemsex
    
      
 
Reading a book with one eye on the Grindr grid.
Stopping in the middle of cleaning my house to take the perfectly angled Snapchat.
Broadcasting my hookups via my personal Zoom room.
Before my active meth use, I couldn't stand to be alone for more than an hour. If I couldn't have physical compa...
    
    
      
      Aug 11, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          lgbtq
        
          loneliness
        
          methamphetamine
        
      
    
  
    Multiple Minority Stress and Chemsex Misuse
    
      
 
In this episode, Gustavo shares his journey of navigating addiction while carrying multiple marginalized identities - Venezuelan, undocumented, neuro-spicy (neurodivergent), and gay. His story illuminates how multiple minority stress creates unique challenges that go far beyond what any single...
    
    
      
      Jul 31, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          lgbtq
        
          minority stress
        
      
    
  
    Redefining Support in the ChemSex Community
    
      
 
Y'all, this conversation with Andrew and Jordan from Canada absolutely shattered everything we think we know about recovery and support.
Their work represents a radical departure from the shame-based, one-size-fits-all approach that has dominated addiction treatment for decades. As Jordan beau...
    
    
      
      Jul 24, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          crystal methamphetamine
        
          harm reduction
        
          lgbtq
        
      
    
  
    Why Do I Proscrastinate?
    
      
 
I focus most of my time helping men in early recovery who are trying to stop engaging in chemsex.
But, the longer I am in this industry, the more I recognize the need to also help those who have been living meth-free for a considerable amount of time, who are asking, "What now?".
Life after me...
    
    
      
      Jul 21, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          lgbtq
        
          procrastination
        
          recovery
        
      
    
  
    Everyone Else is Partying, But I Can't
    
      
 
It's mid-July, and your Instagram feed looks like a highlight reel of everything you used to think you were missing. 
Shirtless men at circuit parties in Mykonos.
Pride celebrations that stretch from Thursday to Tuesday.
Festival lineups that make my former party-self salivate with envy.
And h...
    
    
      
      Jul 14, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          crystal methamphetamine
        
          lbgtq
        
          recovery
        
      
    
  
    Why You Do What You Don't Want To Do
    
      
 
It can feel maddening when you are trying to quit using meth. 
Each day, each hour, each second feels like you are a different version of yourself.
You don't want to use, you want to use, you hate meth, you will stop nothing until you have it. 
You have a stellar day of feeling happy and accom...
    
    
      
      Jul 07, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          lgbtq
        
          methamphetamine
        
          recovery
        
      
    
  
    Fuck Like a Porn Star (AfterMeth)
    
      
Sexual recovery after meth addiction isn't just about abstaining from substances—it's about fundamentally reimagining your relationship with intimacy, pleasure, and connection.
Jayson Parker's journey from religious shame through addiction to sexual liberation offers a roadmap for anyone seeking...
    
    
      
      Jun 26, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          addiction recovery
        
          chemsex
        
          sexual reintegration
        
      
    
  
    Letting Go AfterMeth
    
      
In the depths of despair, a sobbing, snotty, wailing mess. I cried out to the Universe:
"Please take this from me!"
I was in the midst of a horrid come-down. I was deep in my "Tee-motions," as I used to call them. 
I could have won the Oscar for this one. I had thrown myself on the floor, face b...
    
    
      
      Jun 23, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          addiction recovery
        
          crystal methamphetamine
        
          letting go
        
      
    
  
    Reinventing Yourself AfterMeth
    
      
Evan's story demonstrates the possibility of complete life transformation after crystal meth addiction.
As a chemistry professor and drag queen who rebuilt his entire identity in a new city, Evan's journey offers a practical roadmap for anyone seeking to reinvent themselves in recovery.
His emph...
    
    
      
      Jun 19, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          addiction recovery
        
          crystal methamphetamine
        
          lgbtq
        
      
    
  
    Working With Your Energy AfterMeth
    
      
 
From the AfterMeth Podcast - Episode with Craig Bricado
Listen to the Podcast HERE
Watch the Podcast HERE
Take a moment before diving in.
Craig's story reminds us that recovery isn't just about stopping substance use - it's about learning who we are beyond the substances, beyond the stories w...
    
    
      
      Jun 12, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          energy management
        
          lgbtq
        
          recovery
        
      
    
  
    People-Pleasing and Meth Use
    
      
 
Him: "You into being a dom? I'm a f----t sissy."
Me: rolling my eyes, "Yeah, I'm into that. You got stuff with you, right?"
During my active meth use, I would pretend to be into whatever the guy wanted in exchange for drugs and companionship. 
I was dishonest and transactional. Typical people ...
    
    
      
      Jun 09, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          crystal methamphetamine
        
          lgbtq
        
          people pleasing
        
          queer
        
          recovery
        
      
    
  
    EDMR and Trauma - Informed Recovery
    
      
"Your brain needs time to recover. You've made these really strong associations, but our brains are plastic - they can change, they can reform, they can develop, they can make new associations." - Drake Schoeppl
Core Insights from This Episode
This conversation reveals the connection between u...
    
    
      
      May 29, 2025
    
    
      
        
          addiction
        
          chemsex
        
          emdr
        
          lgbtq
        
          trauma
        
      
    
  
                  
                    
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