Whenever I had a man over to ParTy and Play, I hoped it would be intimate. I longed for love in a community void of it. When I found intimacy, it was from young guys who turned out to be escorts. Knowing exactly what to say and how to say it to an old man who needed companionship. Worked every ti...

Just because I've been in recovery from meth for six years does not mean I have more willpower than you. It means I set up my environment to make decision-making easier. You aren't weak. You aren't "doing it wrong". You aren't forever an addict. I want you to stop wishing for more willpower and s...

Three weeks after quitting crystal meth cold turkey. Three weeks after a year of nearly daily injections. Three weeks into an unknown and overwhelming existence. No car. No home. No money. I had been hired as a server at a taco joint the day my kids picked me up from jail. The inspiration to get ...

My parTy supplies were kept inside a wooden box with a glass top. The inside was lined with velvet, complete with a strap to hold the pipe and a pocket for the baggie. A crafty buddy of mine fixed it up for me. We used to do a few hot rails, then tackle craft projects and/or dress in drag. The gl...